gas prices seriously make me want to shoot
myself. found out late last night screenwriting
was cancelled, so i decided to just skip film.
to save gas. how sad is that. i am actually
really worried that it will go up to four dollars.
because if that is the case, then i'm kind of screwed.
just another crappy thing about being a commuter.

see, my mom helps out with gas
because it's to school and back.
anywhere else, i pay for it. and
now that it's getting so high, that
is causing problems. i have a $70 check
from the insurance company that's going
into my tank. i just keep hoping it will
go down.

the big english retreat thing was today.
kind of wish i went, but i ended up getting
a lot done at home. FINALLY got my oil
changed, got some rest, hung out
with rick, caught up on a little
bit of work, only to have a thousand more
assignments fall on me.

i just really want this quarter to be over.
i'm sick of it. tuesdays and thursdays are
really the only days i like. i'm not a screenwriter
whatsover.. so i spend that class in what feels
like a haze. and film.. yeah.. i just can't get
into it. dr eisenstein is really cool though.
i just can't get into it. i spend the class looking
at the clock every other second counting down until
i get to go home. the only good parts about mondays weds
and fridays is that i see my friends. but as
far as actual learning goes.. my brain is in
hibernation. dr joshi is amazing though. i like
his lectures. i just hate the actual work.
because i have absolute zero passion for it.
and will probably work on turning my "screenplay"
into some short stories this summer.

speaking of which, i don't even know how my
god forsaken movie starts.. and i need to
have the first five pages completed. ugh.

i need a job.

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